Wow, well I wish you well with the video project. I too was a victim of almost every type of abuse as a child. Just today I was watching Dr. Phil and it was about sexual abuse on children and young persons. I was never molested, but I have known a number of people who were. Some of them are great people and have things under control, others are still struggling, while some are at the bottom -- but these are the ones who refuse to face the truth. Facing our pasts is just as important as moving forward, and I have witnessed how the two go hand-in-hand.
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It is good to have an end to journey towards, but it is the journey that matters, in the end.
-Ursula Le Guin